T h e M e m o r i e s.

As the time pass, 

I regret something, 

that I wish I can do it during 'it' happened;  

The Memories.

I keep telling myself, no. 

I keep convincing myself that I do not need any proof, 

or to be exact any photos or videos during special event happen.

Silly me.

I used to tell my friends that I do not need any of these photos or videos

as something to be kept as my personal valuable asset, 

because I believe that every memories are in my mind til death.

But now I realized, 

you CAN or you MAY forget people. 

The latter might be hurt a bit.

you MAY forget people.

I'm having the 'latter' situation now. 

I missed someone. 

Someone that I wish that I can tell everything to her. 

Yes, 'it' is her. 

She is my best friend I consider. 

No,

She was my best friend.

We might still be friend.

But it was not like before. 

Remembering all of the memories 

that silly me 'kept' in the mind. 

I have few, that I wish I can remember till I die.

But does she remember? 

the memories that we have together?

you MAY forget people.

I don't know if she totally forgets me 

It is true when people said, 

breaking your friendship is more hurt than 

breaking your relationship with your partner.

I don't know who shall I blame...

Is it my fault?

or

Is it her fault?

or

It is really just a fate.

I wish we can still be like before.

just being silly.

Sit down, eat, laugh like how we used to do.

I don't know if you feel the same just like me.

I don't know if you ever think about me anymore.

because;

I am thinking about you right now, yesterday. everyday.

It sucks that I am not totally moving on yet.

Have you?

Moving on from me?

Nothing but I wish you

to be healthy and happy.

You will always be in my memories

That I will keep

forever;

The Memories.